Today my Master Pup Boss shared the post “What Are The Qualities Of A Sirius Pup“. Characters and traits he looks for in his pups. Today on the opposite side of the same coin, I wanted to share the amazing gifts human pup play has offered me.
Before I get going though, please review the video created by Sir.
For me human pup play has given me the most amazing space to explore, to engage my curiosity, to master my craft and to get my toes wet in the world of S&M and kink.
I have never been a “dive in head first” kind of pup. Heck it took 4 years from the purchase of my first leather dog mask before I was able to wear it in my first pup play session.
In my training as a pup Sir has created a safe space where I have been encouraged to extend and explore.
Yes I have had freak outs, I’m sure we all have. When those sensations, natural anxieties can feel like they are building up I have had the strength, the fortified layers of training to fall back on to steady me.
Human pup play has taught me patience. Patience with myself, with my fellow pups and with the process. Sometimes I have wanted to rush ahead and Sir has simply said, “it’s all good pup”, “it will come”. Looking up at my Master I’ve been able to relax into that desire and understand that yes, there is a plan and I will understand it when I do.
Perhaps most importantly, my exploration of human pup play has taught me respect. Sure the respect for Sir is a given. He has gifted me with my training and I feel honoured for that gift. Respect however is much deeper and wider than this.
Sir has taught me respect for me gear, for the pack and for myself.
Though the simple act of polishing and caring for my pup play gear I have learned it’s value and role. Beautiful shiny rubber gear does not come of of the box like that. It takes dedication, love and time spent carefully polishing for that dedication to show in the glow of a shiny rubber catsuit.
That shine represent patience, dedication and love. That shine represents my pride in my pack and how we display our pride and passion for what we do. That shine represents the same process I have undergone in my training. My pride in being the Alpha of a pack I am so fucking proud of.
Gentle, caring loving attention. Each application coming on top of the previous.
Human pup play is not a toy that can be locked away between sessions. My exploration of my pup self has been a gradual consistent process. A little each day. My learning, my “sweat equity”, my pride. The care and love of my Master.
And for that shine I am eternally grateful. This shine is the gift that human pup play has bestowed on me.
Yours in pupdom…
Gpup Alpha